This thing

It is really disheartened to hear the one you love describe your relationship as 'this thing we have'.

Guess you don't miss the way things were after all. Almost like you don't care if someone else comes along.

At times I feel like your concubine/tutor. I deserve better. I will get better. There is a time limit on this arrangement.

Distance

I'm feeling so distant from you. Seems like you become more of stranger to me everytime i see you. I feel like ending this 'thing'with you; whatever it is. You're not meeting my needs anymore and i don't feel like i come first in your life. After nearly 4 years I should. I deserve better. I am not going to settle.